Things haven’t been good lately for me in general. I’m just not feeling anything lately. It might be depression, it might be a loss of sense of purpose but overall I don’t know. Anything that made me happy over the years no longer exists. It’s just anything, really anything in addition to now I sit here in my chair not wanting all the things I once enjoyed. It’s kind of sad overall but in general, I want a simple life without anything that can cause headaches. I don’t want to worry about a motorcar payment, oil change, rent, bills, bills, in addition to can I say it, more bills. I don’t want to have to think about getting my Heating in addition to Air Conditioning system air filters cleaned or changed once or twice or how various times a year. I don’t want air conditioning anymore. I just want to feel the breeze come through the window of a condo in addition to appreciate the fresh smells of whatever the wind brings in. I don’t want to pay someone to make sure I live in comfort anymore, like a cooling tech. I just want a simple life although I don’t know if that is feasible. Also, I don’t know if or when I got to that simplicity, would I even like it? It’s kind of frightening to think about but in general, it’s what I think about. I’m just weary of the new life I have in addition to want a complete change. I think it’s getting to that point in time of my life to make that change. I just don’t know where to start.