After our bestie packed all of her things as well as left, I was totally devastated.
I didn’t want us to cut up although she was unhappy with our relationship. I always suspected that she was cheating on me with another guy, but I never found evidence to back up our paranoia. After our bestie left, I started drinking all the time. I drank from the time that I got beach house until the time that I went to bed. I didn’t realize that drinking was becoming a problem until it was already a immense issue. I knew things had to change when I passed out on a task. I spent the entire evening drinking liquor at the bar as well as I stayed there until the last call. I called a cab to take me back to our apartment. I didn’t particularly go to sleep until almost 3am, as well as then our alarm clock rang at 6:45. I had to get up as well as get dressed as well as go to work. I had 2 cups of black coffee, but I still felt totally drunk. I barely made it to the tasksite where I was assisting with a boiler repair. My coworker commented on our appearance as well as he told me that I smelled like whiskey. I laughed but I knew it was totally true. While the 2 of us were working on the boiler repair, I started to assume sick. I felt our head start to ache as well as then I passed out. My coworker told me that I hit our head on the boiler as well as got knocked out frosty for five hours. I could not even go to the hospital, because I was entirely still drunk.