Things haven’t been good lately for me in general. I’m just not feeling anything lately. It might be depression, it might be a loss of sense of purpose but overall I don’t know. Anything that made me cheerful over the years no longer exists. It’s just anything, entirely anything & now I kneel here in my chair not wanting all the things I once enjoyed. It’s kind of worried overall but in general, I want a straight-forward life without anything that can cause headaches. I don’t want to worry about a automobile payment, oil change, rent, bills, bills, & can I say it, more bills. I don’t want to have to know about getting my HVAC system air filters cleaned or changed once or twice or how multiple times a year. I don’t want A/C anymore. I just want to feel the breeze come through the window of a cabin & cherish the fresh odors of whatever the wind brings in. I don’t want to spend my money someone to make sure I live in comfort anymore, like a cooling tech. I just want a straight-forward life however I don’t know if that is feasible. Also, I don’t know if or when I got to that simplicity, would I even like it? It’s kind of spine-chilling to know about but in general, it’s what I know about. I’m just sleepy of the current life I have & want a complete change. I know it’s getting to that point in time of my life to make that change. I just don’t know where to start.