I’ve had a lot of changes take place the past year or so.
My father died last year, my girlfriend left me a month later, then I lost all of my money on bad investment choices.
I had sunk to the bottom and didn’t want to try and make it back up again. I was finished. As bad as it gets, if you can just accept it and keep going, then things usually change for the better. I met a new girl and she left me after a month so I got knocked down yet again. The only warmth in my life was my electric heating system in my house. Other than that my life just felt cold and colorless. I tried to just keep quiet and eat healthy and I also kept the air quality in my house good by buying a HEPA filter. I had allergies and didn’t want them knocking me down further with sickness so I tried to keep all pollutants out of my system and my house with my air purification system. When you are depressed the last thing you want to do is cook good meals and exercise but it’s the first thing you should try and do. I stayed inside most of the winter and stared at the fire in my fireplace just trying to meditate and keep my mind calm. After several months down in the trenches my spirits started to lift and some life energy was back inside of me. Love and patience were my guideposts, and still are.
New heating